Sunday, December 4, 2011

#Mamavation Monday - Picking up the pieces

It's tough being down. When I'm down I feel like no one cares so I fail to reach out for help. But this time was different. I asked for help. I asked for support and I got it. Things are still shaky and might be for a while but I have to learn to lean on God and keep asking for help and support. This post is a little vague this far, so I'll fill you in a bit. I have been in a dark hole for the past few weeks. I have felt as if depression was taking over. A lot is going in right now with work, family and more. I became overwhelmed about a week ago due to some consequences that arose from medical bills and lack of health insurance. I became overwhelmed at the fact that I, once again, started emotional eating and gained quite a bit of weight in a very short period of time. I am taking steps to get help with this depression and stress. I just ask for your support, thoughts and prayers.

I am glad to report though, that after reaching out last week, I got my eating under control and lost a whopping 5.6 lbs!! That victory was sweet and was proving that asking for help doesn't make me weak but helps me gain strength.

A special thanks to someone who was very generous this week and made this upcoming Christmas season one I'll likely never forget. God will truly bless you for your servant heart.


Joanna said...

Congratulations on the weight loss! I am so glad that you reached out for help and that you were able to see what was happening and fight back. You are awesome!

BurnzyBee said...

I'm where you were at. This has been a tough couple of weeks for me as well. Hang in there. I will keep you lifted in prayer.

Lindsay said...

I came across your blog on the Mamavation member list and just thought I'd drop in and say "hi!"

I hope your depression has lifted and you've been able to conquer that emotional eating - it's one of my greatest struggles as well.

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